…so it’s been over a year now and I’m getting restless. My problems are not showing any sign of recovering and I am not getting enough time to practice writing with my left (that again has serious psychological ramifications which have not hit home entirely yet).
In this hopeless situation, what can one do? Not much I guess. Most do not have the luxury of all the time in the world or even the minimum of enjoying unbridled support (not physical, but mental even) from those they need it the most, it is hardest to hold on to the will to continue. So, I’ve decided to ignore people entirely, perhaps the only thing keeping me going on is “On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear” – [Quran 2:286]. An ayat (verse) of the Quran and it seems…to fit my personality very well. Aggressive + temper means that no matter how hopeless the situation, I am determined to fight it. Till the very end, till I get a clear outcome from which there is no going back. Heck, I’d fight even when it’s absolutely hopeless.
Why is it up here? Mainly as a record of my recovery so that I may, if need be, recall my journey through my own personal hell.